Hey! Ne, ganbaruyo

Hello, everybody!

It's time to update my nikki. As I am on holiday again I have a lot of time at hand - although today has been pretty busy. ^^ But I'll start with yesterday.


Report on day 32:

Friday was pretty busy. Like, it felt as though everybody was either out on the streets, or bothering me at work. XD Or maybe first out on the street and then calling to complain about some random thing. Lately at work we only have complaints about invoices. There's an annual fee that's due around this time and people forget about it time and time again. ^^"

Ah, as for food... we had green beans with some nice chicken. I then took some of the left-overs to work, so I could eat them there. I had a long and late shift, so I thought ti would be better to eat before getting back home. So I had green beans again. It was all good, but I was so hungry when I  got home. @_@ Work had been really distressful and I felt like I really had to get something to eat. So I took three slices of ham with some mustard and horse raddish. Had two tomatoes with it. Then I felt a lot better. :D

No gym yesterday, I was working too late. ><


Report on day 33:

Now for today. I was out all day. Shopping with my mom. It was really good fun. We had lunch at the mall. Veggies with chicken. For dinner I had another salad.

I went to gym today and for the first time since I started this I had a special. I'm allowed some milk and/or fruit when I work out. And today was one big work-out, so I decided that it was okay to have a strawberry milkshake. It was totally yummy. :D

Now for something random. As I already mentioned I went shopping with my mom today. I got some new clothes, because the stuff that I have is starting to feel a bit too big. ^^ I got new jeans, a dress and new shoes today. :D And then some random stuff. XD But the most exciting thing happened after we were done. Suddenly the unlock button of our car's key didn't work anymore. I guessed that it was the battery, but we didn't know how we should change it in the garage of the mall. So I tried to open the door the "old-fashioned" way, putting the key into the hole and turning. It worked too, the door unlocked. Unfortunately the alarm service was not disabled that way. So the door opened, but that set off the alarm and we made some really big noise. Every time a door was opened. >< We only had one mobile phone with us and that had very little battery.

Not knowing what else to do I got back into the mall in order to try to get the battery changed. I didn't really know how to manage that, but there was a key service, so I went there first. Unfortunately the guy working there couldn't help me. But he suggested I find a watch maker and ask there. So I went to a watch maker in the building. And really, a shop assistant there opened the key and took a look. Sadly she didn't have the battery that I needed. She agreed to keep the key and wait for me if I wanted to go and buy the right battery. And so... I went to the electronic store. Fortunately that one is really huge and I had no trouble getting the battery that I needed. Then right back to the watch maker. The nice lady there put the new battery in and handed me the key back. I was feeling really relieved. I quickly headed back to hte car and... the key didn't work. -_-#

After the entire ordeal hadn't helped my mom and I decided to call breakdown service to help up out. My mom tried with her low battery. She was explaining the situation to a man on the service line. That was when suddenly the key reacted again. It locked the car and then unlocked it again and FINALLY we could start the car again. It seems like the key simply needed some time to "charge" after being completely drained. ^^" That was quite an adventure, really. And yet I still went to gym afterwards. So I did good today.


This is my report for now. Tomorrow is my load day. I have cookies and cake and ice-cream. :D
See you guys for my next report. ^____^

Hey, there!

Time for my weekend report. It's been a very straining week altogether. So here's the summary of my weekend.


Report on day 25:

Friday wasn't very eventful. I had chili for lunch and scrambled eggs with veggies for dinner.

I was a good girl and went to gym, working out.


Report on day 26:

Yesterday was a bit difficult. For breakfast I had s small salami and black coffee. I'm really trying to get used to that. ^^ After work things got stressful. My mother prepared something for lunch, but she'd gotten sick over eating it, so I decided to prepare something for myself. I had tuna with tomatoes. Somehow I ended up skipping dinner.

No gym yesterday, but I did my video work-out.


Report on day 27:

Today was my load day. So I had lots of yummy food. ^^ Chocolates and cookies and lots of other stuff. For lunch we had pizza and fro dinner I prepared Ramen. B.A. came by for dinner and a movies. Ramen is always so much work, but it's totally worth it. ^^ Our movies of the night was "Villain" starrring Tackey. I love him a lot and I think it was a really good movie.

Oh, almost forgot. Before I got into my load day, I did my weekly weight check. Ladies and gentlemen, I did it. :D I lost 10kg within a month. It's so amazing, I still can't believe it. I'm trying to keep calm, I know things can't keep rushing like that, but I'm hoping that I'll lose the amount two more times. Maybe not within the remaining 6 weeks of this project, but altogether. Yes, that would be my dream. I'll keep you up to date on how I'm doing, of course.

In order to make things easier for me when I have long and/or late working shifts, I've ordered a bento box kit, so I can prepare my own food and bring it to work. Otherwise it would be difficult to eat at work. Generally my breaks are no longer than twenty minutes, which is pretty tight when it's about eating. Plus, I can't buy anything at my work place that I'm allowed to eat during the week. And going to a restaurant is simply not possible due to the time issue.

You see, in my country food stalls exist, but they aren't as present as you might be used to. As for restaurants... Well, we've got a considerate number, but it's nothing compared to what I've seen in other places. The thing is, a restaurant here offers a lot of different meals that are supposed to meet the tastes of a lot of people. When we go out for a meal with friends or family we don't decide what we want to eat and then choose the restaurant that serves the dish, we simply choose a restaurant and everybody gets whatever they feel like eating. This system has advantages and disadvantages. A disadvantage is that a lot of dishes need quite some preparation after you ordered them, so you will have to wait a while for your food. Up to 15 minutes or maybe even a bit longer is quite common. Of course there are advantages too. Like, when you can't agree on a dish, you can still eat together in the same restaurant. ^^

Okay, now I'll head off to bed. I have a long morning shift tomorrow. I hope you all had a nice weekend. :D The new report will be up soon. And I plan to update my fiction journal on Wednesday. I've set almsto all of my chapter buttons. I hope you like them. ^^ So now I can post the next chapter. Have a nice day, everybody! <3

Hello, folks!

I'm late again. So sorry. m(__)m The start of the week has been very distressful. I'm working again and trying to keep my diet working. BUt first things first.


Report on day 19:

Saturday was my load day last week. I had lots of yummy food. Ice-cream, chocolate, sweet bakery and fried fish and baguette with cheese for my main dishes. So good. ^^ I adhn't had cheese in three weeks. It was a really pleasant day.

I trained a lot on Thursday and Friday and so I took Saturday off and simply enjoyed myself.


Report on day 20:

Sunday wasn't a very good day. My body was aching really bad. I think I overstrained my muscles and even slight movement hurt a lot. So, in order to recover my body I decided that I should take it slow and not go to the gym. There's no good in pushing your body like that when it's telling you that it needs to rest.

My lunch was chicken with herbs and mashed vegetables. It was nice. But it won't be my favourite dish. My dinner was a good salad with tomatoes and meat pieces. I just love salad. ^^


Report on day 21:

My lunch on Monday was the wonderful beef steak with brokkoli and tomatoes that I love so much. Dinner was salad with tomatoes again, this time around with peas and salmon. :D Yummy. My mother baked a special bread today that we can eat. The base are chickpeas and almonds. It's really good, but you shouldn't eat too much of it.

My body was feeling considerably better, so I decided to hit the gym. In retrospective it was a good idea, it gave me a good feeling. ^_^ However, a new obstacle started to show itself. Finally my period is kicking in. I've been waiting for it already. It seems that the severe changes during the past three weeks have caused a slight delay. But now I'm facing my ultimate enemy. XD During these days my weight always goes up, I feel fat and slack no matter what I do and my stomach basically turns into a black hole, I mean, I literally don't get the feeling of being stuffed, no matter what or how much I eat. @__@ And whenever I don't feel like eating I'm feeling stomach sick. ><


Report on day 22:

Today was a very hard day. I had an early long shift - worst combination ever. XD Nah, I have no reason to complain, my job is cool. But my period was almost killing me. I didn't sleep too much and my stomach was cramping pretty bad. Took some pain killers so I wouldn't be too distracted at work. No gym today, because I am feeling very weak.

I had two small slices of our special bread with ham and horse raddish. It was definitely good to eat before going to work. I'll buy myself a bento-set so I'll be able to take my own food to work. I can't buy anything there that's safe to eat, but sometimes when I'm working long it's nice to have a little snack. My dinner was an incredible soup that my mother prepared. It was super delicious with carrots, celeriac and ginger. I had shrimp and sweet pepper with it. One of the best meals I've had since I started this.


Phew, okay. I am glad that I could finally write this. Now I'll have to go to bed soon, I'm having a very early shift tomorrow, but it'll be a shorter one. That's good too, because I really need to buy some new shoes. Mine didn't survive the painball session. ^^" Now I need a new pair of black shoes. Well, it's about time I got a new one. For now this is it, I'll try to work on my fiction community tomorrow. I want to make the series masterpost alphabetical again and I want to add more chapter buttons. See you for the next report. :D

Hello, again!

Here are my new dieting reports. I am on -8kg now and my third week is slowly already coming to an end. Somehow ti feels like this week is totally flying by. ^^


Report on day 15:

On Tuesday I had scrambled eggs for lunch with some vegetables. For dinner I made a salad with tuna, which was really good. I also got a special treat, sweet corn. Yummy. ^_^

I did not go to gym, because my working hours simply didn't allow it.


Report on day 16:

Lunch was quick with a salad with some tomatoes and meat. For dinner I ate the left-overs of what I still had.

Once again, no gym. (Late shift sucks. ><)


Report on day 17:

Today I had yummy veggies and beef for lunch and veggies with eggs for dinner.

I didn't hit the gym, because it was once again pretty late, but today I did my body workout at home and I still cleaned the house, which also counts as workout. XD So I did body exercise today.


That much for now. Sorry for the short entry, but it's such a busy week. >< Will write in more detail again soon. And also update my ficiton. :D
*hugs all*

Hello, again!

I'm writing another entry today, because I already know that it'll be difficult tomorrow. I'll spend the entire day out with a friend of mine. It feels good to get out and have some fun. :D Well, to keep track of what I'm doing I'm writing this summary of today's activities.


Report on day 10:

I had coconut curry for lunch with chicken and shripm. That was totally awesome. For lunch I had planned a salad. Sadly that salad wasn't really good to eat, so not even half of what I bought was on my plate in the end. I tried to compensate with additional an tomatoe, but it wasn't a lot of food. D: Fortunately, I had some leftovers of last night's chili, so I warmed that up and ate that as a little add-on. So, dinner was okay after all. ^^

I went to gym and did my workout, which I'll also be unable to do tomorrow. So I worked extra hard today. :D


Okay, today was quite short, but there wasn't anything extraordinary and it's just for one day. I'll be back on Saturday. ^_^

Hi, everybody!

Here's a little add-on. Because I couldn't find it anywhere I ripped and cut myself this little piece of music. It's "Higher" from Endless SHOCK. I adore the song and I just had to get it as an .mp3 on my phone. And since I was successful and happy with hte result, I decided to share what I have done. ^^

Please note, since it's only a rip and even the DVD has only a somewhat decent live recording, the quality isn't the best of the best. It's okay, though. You have to turn up your volume quite some, but it's not trashy. I hope you will like it. I'll set a direct link, because it's simple. ^^ Please, guys, do not share the link, take and re-upload, re-direct, or other stuff like that. I try to make my files and links so that they will live as long as possible. The file is a .zip, so you'll have to unpack it, but I find it better to upload in that format. Find the file here:

Link: MF
Password: ESSTHgr (unless MF keeps removing the password again >< )

Hope you'll like it. :D

Cheers, everybody! <3

Hello, everybody!

Yes, an update on how my diet is going. It's going pretty well. Once you've found your way into it and you know what's good to eat and what isn't, it's actually okay. Right now i'm really only worried about my period hitting in. That always totally messes with my hormones and I either feel sick or I want to eat whatever's within reach. @__@ I really hope I'll make it well during that time. ^^


As for yesterday, the report on day 3:

I had shrimp with vegetables for lunch. I made them as a curry. I just lvoe curry. ^^ It was really good. I used tofu for the cream. I read later that tofu isn't good for my diet, so I'll leave it from now on, but I think it's still okay, because I didn't use too much of it. My dinner was another salad with meat. Since it was already a bit late I swapped the beans for tomatoes. Worked perfectly fine. :D

I did some exercise yesterday. I did not visit the gym, but I did some thorough house cleaning. Took me about three hours to finish everything, so I guess that counts as a work-out. I was spent afterwards at any rate. XD


On to today, report on day 4:

Today's lunch was fish with veggies. Made them into curry again. XD It was totally yummy. And I love salmon so much. *___* So, that was pretty much perfect. As a special treat I had coffee with milk today, while I was out with my mother shopping. Coffee is something that I miss, but I just can't have it black. >< Tonight's dinner was a steak with the left-overs of the vegetables from lunch. I also made my own lemon ginger tea, so I'll have some flavour in my drink every now and then. It tastes pretty good, so I'm proud that I was able to make it. ^^

Went to the gym today and had an extended work-out. Totally spent now. @__@

So I did good today, I think. ^^ I'm not feeling hungry and I have to say that I am really feeling very well. Actually, I haven't felt as vivid in a long time. ^^ So, it seems that all of this is really good, which makes me very happy right now. I'm still happy that I'll be having my "Load day" tomorrow, which means that I won't have to watch what I'm eating all the time. ^^ Maybe I'll even have some ice-cream. ^^"


That much for a dieting update. Cheers, everybody. I'll keep you up to date on how I'm doing. ^__^

Hello, everybody!


I just wanted to write a short entry to congratulate the crew of EndlessSHOCK for successfully finishing the spring season. :D



You did great, eveybody, thank you for making this season a success again.

To Yara Tomoyuki: Otsukare-sama desu! It's a pity you won't be part of the shows in September, but I'm wishing you all the best for your own show! <3

To Uchi Hiroki: Welcome back to the crew for the Osaka shows. :D (I hope that I'll be seeing you there. ^^ )


Now I am anxiously awaiting the September dates for the shows in Osaka and hoping that I will be getting tickets. ^_^

Hello, everybody!


It's been a while since I made a serious update. I'm very sorry, but I was being quite sick and there was a lot going on here. Things keep changing everywhere and I have to fit in the scheme too. So I want to make a few changes too. First, my private journal will contain much more of my random thoughts. I have a lot of them and I always need to pass them on in a way. As it is I cannot share them with people around me, so I'll simply put them here. I wonder if anyone will want to read what's in my head. ^^ If you're not interested, just skip my random entries, I'm basically just collecting my thoughts.


( Real Life and Fan Life news )

Hello, everybody!

Actually I didn't even want to go out today. My body still hurt from yesterday as I got up. >< Well, I just had to get out, though. For one, my room was being cleaned today and for another I needed food. And then I decided, since I had to get out, might as well take a short stroll around Shinjuku. Visit Mister Doughnut. Check out Kimura-kun on his huge add. Stuff like that. So I dressed myself in some freshly washed clothes and set out. I got lucky, it wasn't all that busy on the streets yet, some of the shops were even still closed. Not that I would have minded. I didn't go out to shop, after all. Well... Okay, I admit I was thinking maybe I could get myself a dashing wallet for my new handbag. ^^" It was just a thought, though, really. Even so, my way led me straight to Isetan. For those who don't know it... It's a bit difficult to explain. Think of a huge, locally famous shopping mall in your capital - that's what Isetan is in Tokyo.

I found my way around alright. Very conveniently Isetan can be reached from two of the main streets and is advertised at every corner. I remember I've been in there once before. It's even more impressive than I remember. XD Everything is huge and shiny and beautiful. *____* And expensive. O_o WOAH!!!!! I didn't look at any prices last time I went there, but really... I looked at a few nice looking wallets and I was like... Seriously, I could come back in September for SHOCK, stay a week, get the ticket for the show and visit Tower Records for that money - which seems a much better thing to do with it. ^_^ So, I didn't buy anything there. Well, I did. I went to the food hall and got myself a "Strawberry Roll", which tasted awesome, really. :D

I debated with myself whether it was even worth trying another mall, but I thought it would be okay to have a look at the OIOI accross the street. They had pretty expensive stuff too, but also at least moderate things. Still nothing that I would usually buy, but since they had a big sale, I actually found a really cute wallet that I was willing to afford. I had a look through the house, going up to the fourth floor and then moving back down from there. It's absolutely fascinating, how a single building can host so many stores. Just walking through it is amazing.

As I got out again, I actually thought about getting back hen something happened - I saw a Book Off. Really, I've got to stop looking for them. Whenever I'm just strolling around, they just keep coming my way somehow. ^^ So I went in, but they didn't have anything I was looking for. I found a Tsutaya too. There's just no JE stuff on second hand sale right now, it seems. ^^"

All of that took much longer than I had expected, so I decided I should have something to eat before I got back. Today I visited a "La Pausa". Pizza and Pasta. Is this something to do when you're in Tokyo? I do think so, because it's just so interesting. I've seen other stores, so apparently it's some kind of food chain. I was totally surprised to find that you get forks for eating there. XD It's a really nice place, though. I had a really delicious salad and a Pizza Margherita, which was good too. After lunch I headed back to the hotel. I am feeling really tired and I want to collect my strength and really go on a day tour tomorrow. So, this is today's report. No pics, sorry, because it's not allowed to take pics in the stores. I'll try to do better again tomorrow. Have a nice time, everybody!!! *hugs and cuddles*